We had a party to reveal the gender of Baby Bee...
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Firsts
Monday, February 7, 2011
ITS A....
Baby!
Yes, we are still having a baby! We had our 2nd ultrasound today. Lots of parts accounted for! Sealed in an envelop is our baby's gender! So exciting! I can't wait to look at it, but I will. We're not sure when, but we will live with the anticipation for a bit. It's going to be fun.
Well, I wish I could report that my symptoms have disappeared, but I can't. I still have nausea and get some bad headaches. I need that burst of energy everyone talks about so I can get busy!
Today was definitely encouraging though. I have struggled with emotions of not feeling connected or able to say I was excited in present moments. I have always been excited that a baby is coming, but when people ask me in the moment, my gut response is no. It is difficult when a lot of things associated with being pregnant at this point have not been positive. I have felt guilty about these feelings and have been encouraged by the women that have related to me.
I do send myself to time out sometimes when I know I am too grumpy to be around others :) I did this other day. I told Dean I was being too grumpy so I was sending myself up to my room till I could come out happier! I am still in my room.
Well folks, I will try to update more regularly. I have been in a bit of dark hole, but today shed some light and helped remind me there was purpose to all this madness!
Yes, we are still having a baby! We had our 2nd ultrasound today. Lots of parts accounted for! Sealed in an envelop is our baby's gender! So exciting! I can't wait to look at it, but I will. We're not sure when, but we will live with the anticipation for a bit. It's going to be fun.
Well, I wish I could report that my symptoms have disappeared, but I can't. I still have nausea and get some bad headaches. I need that burst of energy everyone talks about so I can get busy!
Today was definitely encouraging though. I have struggled with emotions of not feeling connected or able to say I was excited in present moments. I have always been excited that a baby is coming, but when people ask me in the moment, my gut response is no. It is difficult when a lot of things associated with being pregnant at this point have not been positive. I have felt guilty about these feelings and have been encouraged by the women that have related to me.
I do send myself to time out sometimes when I know I am too grumpy to be around others :) I did this other day. I told Dean I was being too grumpy so I was sending myself up to my room till I could come out happier! I am still in my room.
Well folks, I will try to update more regularly. I have been in a bit of dark hole, but today shed some light and helped remind me there was purpose to all this madness!
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